Have you experienced feeling like an outcast before? I know I have!For me, that was a key part of my own spiritual journey. I discovered that my perceived learning disability actually gave me a unique perspective on the world, and being highly sensitive, was an invaluable gift. Learn How I turned a percieved learning disability into my strength. My rare energy profile (less than 8% of population) has an advantage to being a Natural Healer and Channel for Spirit. By sharing my charts (natal chart, Gene Key, Human Design) and insights, you can determine if I resonate with your healing journey. There comes a time when your system can no longer conform to the material world, and your physical body begins to reject what is not meant for you. The sooner you learn and lean into your true energy blueprint, the sooner you begin to feel better. I want to share with you not only how I overcame my biggest obstacles but also how my approach to healing differs from others. Each of us is a unique being created with love, and we each have our own special blueprint to contribute to the energetic harmony of the universe. I consider myself blessed to have uncovered my blueprint and dedicated to understanding how my energy works best so that I can offer nurturing and loving service to others. Although I recognize that I have a rare and unique energy imprint, I honor the gifts I have been given by committing to sacred service. I want you to know that you too have a unique purpose here, and if you feel out of place, it is likely because you have not fully tapped into your sacred blueprint yet. The reason I am sharing all of this with you is to give you a better sense of who I am and how I work. Additionally, I want to help you understand that labels such as "learning disabilities" or "lack of attention" are often misunderstood. In fact, these perceived disabilities can be used to deepen your connection to the source. Let me share my experience with you. As a child, I was teased and bullied in school, called names like "dumb blonde," "crazy," and "ditsy". I felt too different and tried to tame and cover up my eccentricities, but as a highly sensitive being, this made life extremely difficult for me. School was challenging, and I struggled with the structured learning atmosphere. I was already dealing with life experiences and insights that even most adults couldn't relate to, making it hard to focus on what seemed like superficial topics in school. I was always doodling, daydreaming, and feeling disconnected from the world around me. I was diagnosed with ADHD, and for a while, I let that label hold me back. However, I no longer believe in that label and have learned to harness that energy and work with it instead of fighting it. In addition to my academic struggles, I was also incredibly awkward and shy. Despite being overstimulated, I was very social and often connected with the "underdog." After high school, I had no idea what I was going to do and just winged it. Fortunately, a divinely timed apprenticeship in hairstyling came my way. During my 17-year career as a hairstylist, I channeled my creativity into sculpting and painting hair, as well as having conversations with my clients. However, I also struggled with drug addiction, which kept me hidden from myself and others. In 2018, I had a rapid awakening and found validation and confirmed my "mission" through astrology. This experience helped me realize my unique purpose and design, and how my perceived flaws and challenges were actually a deeper connection to Source. Through my process of evolving out loud and sharing some of my story and charts with you, I hope to empower you to find your truth and tap into your sacred blueprint. You too have a unique purpose Before I go any further into how I have used my biggest challenges for the greatest strength, I want to define the tools that I use. Let’s begin with Astrology, because this is definitely the most well-known system for understanding energetic placements. For me, astrology simply made sense. Everywhere I went, people talked about it, and I realized that if everything carries different energetic signatures, planets must as well. Just like any other energetic entity, when planets connect through degree points, they create a whole other energy. Studying charts is a passion of mine, and it's amazing to see how they all work together to prepare for upcoming energies. When I finally understood my chart, I felt seen, heard, and understood, and everything in my past made sense. My obsession with astrology led me to discover Gene Keys, a system that immediately drew me in with its unique narrative of understanding. It felt as though my story was being told through a sequence of numbers, and I was given the "key" to unlock and turn shadow frequencies into the highest frequencies. While I don't guide people through their Gene Keys, I do help them understand and use their profile in the services I provide. If you're interested..I know some incredible Guides, that can take you through learning your profile in the Gene Keys. Gene Keys made me cry because of the depth at which I felt heard and understood. It gave me a space to feel as though I finally knew why I had encountered and participated in life the way I had. I have gone through this system several times, and what I find profound is that it not only helps you understand the shadow energies of your personality but also teaches you how to transmute them into higher frequencies. Gene Keys is an excellent resource for learning about generational wounds and collective healing, while also giving you a conscious way to work through limiting beliefs. I was initially drawn to Gene Keys and then came Human Design, which has had a significant impact on how I learned to use my unique energy in the world. Human Design is Most beneficial in learning how we work within connections and where we can work best with our natural state of energy in the Workforce. What is also super fascinating with Human Design is that it incorporates ancient systems like IChing, Chakra System, Tree of Life, and Astrology, and it helped me realize that I was trying to fit myself into places I wasn't meant to be. For instance, American culture's "hustle and grind" perspective has been detrimental to people's mental health, as everyone tries to fit into a standard that they believe they should adhere to. Learning how to use your energy to work for you is one of the most liberating things one can do, particularly for individuals who want to work with others. By understanding that I am a 3/5 profile, I discovered that I am meant to learn through experience, build and break bonds, and then share my knowledge through my experiential learning. I have gone through the depths of the underworld to return and then learn to integrate all the experiences and then assist others and show them easier and unique ways to dissolve their barriers to True Heart. All the trial and error in my life has taught me that I have not been wrong, that is part of my gift here. I used this learning to help others during their darkest times and guide them back to an empowered state. Human Design has also taught me that I am extremely sensitive and receptive. As an emotional manifestor with a reflector body, both of which are under 8% of the population, this knowledge has been crucial in understanding how to use and work with my uncommon energy blueprint. I have never been able to sustain energy and often shut down in overstimulated situations, which led to my drug use as I felt I couldn't finish anything because I was never operating at the same level as everyone else. Learning about my design enabled me to dissolve my beliefs about ADHD and begin to discover what I am meant to do. Having an uncommon energy type doesn't provide many opportunities to learn from others, but that's because I am a way-shower and here to pioneer a new way of doing things, which society will eventually evolve into. As a Channel for Spirit, having this unique openness gives me penetrating insight into people's core, allowing Spirit to guide me for every choice. I will feel things to the core of my being and even begin experiencing people's energy before I connect with them. This is uncommon for healers who sometimes seek external guidance, whereas the more I lean into my own, without any external influence the more clear of a channel I can be. I believe that Spirit just "is." It is every little thought, image, memory, and sensation, which is possible due to my design. I'm still learning how I can be of service without neglecting my energy and self-care. That's why self-nurturing and self-care are my top priorities. While it's necessary for everyone, I must be RADICALLY and RELENTLESSLY loving myself through times when I "think" I "should be doing it this way," and fiercely trust all emotions and sensations that come up for me. Thus, if I feel like I cannot follow through on something I said I would, I follow that because there is a reason. I realize that this is a big part of my message and the work that I am here to do. To inspire and guide others to trust their own unique energy and follow their own path, espesially if it looks different from what society expects. We need” the different ones” in this time in Humanity. In my journey, I have learned that being a Compassionate Rebel is my natural state of being. It means that I am willing to challenge the status quo and do things differently, within the macro society and especially within the Spiritual Community, and it is always from a place of love and compassion. This means that I am willing to stand up for what I feel is in the highest good for all, even if it goes against the norm. And it means that I am willing to be vulnerable and authentic, even if it makes others uncomfortableFor me, being a Compassionate Rebel is not just a label, it's a way of life. It's how I navigate the world and interact with others. And through my own experiences, I have found that it is also the most fulfilling way to live. When I follow my own unique energy and allow Spirit to guide me, I am in alignment with my true purpose and I feel the most alive. If any of this sounds familiar or you can relate to this, trust that there is no mistakes and all of those obstacles are leading you where you need to go. You have everything you need within you to navigate the journey, and to learn this, connecting with people who have gone through this already is espesically important- if you feel connected to any part of my story, I am here and waiting to create with you!