IF YOU ARE ANYHTING LIKE ME, YOU HAVE MAY HAVE FELT BULLIED, AND OUTCAST, OR LIKE YOU ARE LIVING LIFE BACKWARDS, AND I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU HOW TO USE THOSE FEELINGS AS PART OF YOUR PURPOSE.

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      part of my own spiritual journey WAS USING MY PERCIVED "SETBACK" AS A SOURCE FOR DIRECTION. I discovered that my perceived learning disability actually gave me a unique perspective on the world, and being highly sensitive, was an invaluable gift. i WANT TO SHARE HOW I turned a perceived learning disability into my strength, BECAUSE THIS WAS A PINNACLE POINT IN ME ALCHEMIZING  MY OPRESSIVE THINKING. 

     

     My rare energy profile (less than 8% of population) has an advantage to being a Natural Healer and Channel for Spirit. By sharing my charts (natal chart, Gene Key, Human Design) and insights, you can SEE AND POSSIBLY RELATE TO, THE REASON OF PAST PAINS FOR PURPOSE.

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read how my charts allowed me to see my disadvantages as advantages

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     There comes a time when your nervous system can no longer conform to the material world, and your physical body begins to reject what is not meant for you. The sooner you learn and lean into your true energy blueprint, the sooner you begin to LIVE IN A SOVEREGN STATE

       I want to share with you not only how I overcame my biggest obstacles but also how my approach to healing differs from others. Each of us is a unique being created from love, we each have our own special blueprint to contribute to the energetic harmony of the universe. I consider myself blessed to have uncovered my blueprint and AM dedicated to understanding how my energy works best IN THE WORLD, so that I can offer nurturing and loving service to others.

 

Although I recognize that I have a rare and unique energy imprint, I honor the gifts I have been given by committing to sacred service. I want you to know that you too have a unique purpose here, and if you feel out of place, it is likely because you have not fully tapped into your sacred blueprint yet.

 

The reason I am sharing all of this with you is to give you a better sense of who I am and how I work. Additionally, I want to help you understand that labels such as "learning disabilities" or "lack of attention" are often misunderstood. In fact, these perceived disabilities can be used to deepen your connection to source. ENERGY (LOVE).

 

Let me share my experience with you. As a child, I was teased and bullied in school, called names like "dumb blonde," "crazy," and "ditsy". I felt too different and tried to tame and cover up my eccentricities, but as a highly sensitive being, this made life extremely difficult for me.

 

School was challenging, and I struggled with the structured learning atmosphere. I was already dealing with life experiences and insights that even most adults couldn't relate to, making it hard to focus on what seemed like superficial topics in school. I was always doodling, daydreaming, and feeling disconnected from the world around me. I was diagnosed with ADHD, and for a while, I let that label hold me back. However, I no longer believe in that label and have learned to harness that energy and work with it instead of fighting it. In addition to my academic struggles, I was also incredibly awkward and shy. even though i was overstimulated, I was very social and often connected with the "underdog." After high school, I had no idea what I was going to do and just winged it. Fortunately, a divinely timed apprenticeship in hairstyling came my way.

 

During my 17-year career as a hairstylist, I channeled my creativity into sculpting and painting hair, as well as having conversations with my clients. However, I also struggled with drug addiction, which kept me hidden from myself and others. In 2018, I had a rapid awakening and found validation and confirmed my "mission" through astrology. This experience helped me realize my unique purpose and design, and how my perceived flaws and challenges were actually a deeper connection to Source.

 

Through my process of evolving out loud and sharing some of my story and charts with you, I hope to empower you to find your truth and tap into your sacred blueprint. You too have a unique purpose.  

 

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For me, all of these tools are not to add layers to who I am,but to uncover the depth of my soul and unique purpose.  They allow me to see where i mask the real me and the struggles that i will come across while navigating the world from ego mind.

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Some people use these tools as their everything-  they begin to let their "charts" define them- which is, in my eyes, exactly what they are meant to unbecome.  they bridge the gap between my godself and ego mind- creating a harmonious union

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As a Channel for Spirit, having this unique openness gives me penetrating insight into people's core, allowing Spirit to guide me for every choice. I will feel things to the core of my being and even begin experiencing people's energy before I connect with them. This is uncommon for healers who sometimes seek external guidance, whereas the more I lean into my own, without any external influence the more clear of a channel I can be. I believe that Spirit just "is." It is every little thought, image, memory, and sensation, which is possible due to my design. I'm still learning how I can be of service without neglecting my energy and self-care. That's why self-nurturing and self-care are my top priorities. While it's necessary for everyone, I must be RADICALLY and RELENTLESSLY loving myself through times when I "think" I "should be doing it this way," and fiercely trust all emotions and sensations that come up for me. Thus, if I feel like I cannot follow through on something I said I would, I follow that because there is a reason.

 

I realize that this is a big part of my message and the work that I am here to do. To inspire and guide others to trust their own unique energy and follow their own path, espesially if it looks different from what society expects. We need” the different ones” in this time in Humanity.

 

In my journey i have found that, leaning into this sovereign way of living, sometimes feels rebelious because I am willing to challenge the status quo and do things differently, within  society and especially within the Spiritual Community, it is always from a place of love and compassion. This means that I am willing to stand up for what I feel is in the highest good for all, even if it goes against the norm. And it means that I am willing to be vulnerable and authentic.   When I follow my own unique energy and allow Spirit to guide me, I am in alignment with my true purpose and I feel the most alive. 

 

If any of this sounds familiar or you can relate to this, trust that there is no mistakes and all of those obstacles are leading you where you need to go.  You have everything you need within you to navigate the journey, and to learn this, connecting with people who have gone through this already is espesically important- if you feel connected to any part of my story, I am here and waiting to create with you!